I feel myself cracking.
I know I’m breaking. I’m falling apart. I’m a mess. I’m confused. I’m losing it. I’m this big disaster. A catastrophe.
I don’t want to realize reality. I can’t stop thinking. I just want to ignore it all. Go to a happy place. Smile with a weight free heart. And be genuinely happy.
I just need to breathe.
Words can’t describe.
I’m disappointed. Upset. Happy. Sad. Etc. I’m so mixed up.
Words can’t describe how I feel.
In a perfect world…
New writing blog!
Message me for it. Ill still be using this account for blogging interests and stuff.
Gotta stop slacking.
I fucking hate you all.
If only you’d understand.
I love the motivation to strive.
You piss me off so bad.
You, your personality, and your AUDACITY to purposely eff things up. Here you’re trying to argue with me? No bitch. Gtfo. Don’t even try.
Some people don’t know how lucky they are.
It’s been really tough and I’ve been trying really hard.
I’m trying not to lose hope. I just hope this isn’t another mistake. I don’t want to put my effort to waste again.
Everyone has flaws, just accept it.
You don’t know what you’re talking about. Shut it.
You honestly think you know whats best for me? No. You’re harming me, lots. Do NOT tell me what’s best for me. Let me do me. You can do w.e you want to. Just stay out of my life. My life is messed up ENOUGH because of YOU. I’ve organized my life. I know what I’m doing. But you’re messing up my plans. I need you to get out of my way. It’s best for both of us.